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Sunday, October 16, 2005-
i've moved.
http://blackwhites.diary-x.com
praying-7:37 PM
it it a happy ending? lets wait and see.
i wont let it be sad.
praying-6:19 PM
let nothing be a factor.
let fear not hinder anymore.
let me run.
let me run the race.
all the way.
no stopping allowed.
one way.
no turning back.
this is the end.
a train.
powered by GOD.
fueled by CHRIST.
driven by the HOLY SPIRIT.
one purpose.
one motive.
one trip.
all things aside.
move away.
im speeding.
i cant stop.
i don't want to.
if you're gonna try and stop me.
i'll run you down.
i dont want to.
but.. i will.
im sorry.
nothing will stop me.
nothing can.
I'M SETTLED.
I'M GAME.
I'M READY.
praying-6:16 PM
ok. sleep late wake up earli. go sch. wait at canteen talk talk talk. think i froze leon and yeejek to death x) den we went kranji or rather sungei buloh! and in the end? so vj's more garang eh. yeah we get to do the dirty stuff.. we get the swamp.. the mud. the MUD! whee
ok. den our group decided to go further out. alrite. lets go! and after that, oh no im stuck. let me show u three things in order of wad i felt was bad/fun x)
1. "OH NO IM STUCK!"
2. "oh yeah I GOT OUT! hey wait.. WHERE'S MY SHOE?"
3. "OH NO IM STUCK. someone help me. WAIT. THERE'S SOMETHING IN MY SHOE!"
the first and second happened to ben and the first and third happened to me! i had a small crab in my shoe.
and then we were all muddy and all. thank goodness i was prepared to go throw my shoe away.
den come sunday. the GLADWIN GAMES. the one i had been planning from start of the year
wells here it is. and its over now. it went well. it was a SUCCESS. thank god. i was so afraid dat something somewhere would screw up. but it all went well. prayed fer good weather. god gave us scorching hot sun!
its over and it went real well. thanks everyone and THANK YOU GOD!
and now, while im typing this. its like so black at home here and its raining at gladwin's side alreadi. x)
anyways. gonna sleep. real shacked out. tmr sch. after long long time. x)
praying-4:21 PM
i admit. i never felt so deeply before. x)
today sure wad fun.. though confined, but still... whee
praying-8:10 PM
but its alrite. i've practised hard. i've done my best. i jus haf to go in and play. dats it.
god is with me whom shall i fear!?
and here i go again, talking about the rain, mulling over things, all that won't live past today
and as i dance around the truth, time is not a fren, as i rest in the peace of GOD, i know that YOU love me. amen thank you JESUS!
praying-1:45 PM
and then yeah. went to get my supply of contacts, degree increased, but not too much. so yeah.
anyways. was reviving the old matt. i feel i changed. dunno if for good or for bad. maybe its mature! hahs. oh wells.
have fun studying peeps.
Sonic boom and never let you try to stop me, wanna fly sky high up to the top see, No need to fear no doubts and no tears, Millennium sound will motivate the future years, And you've been hit to be scared, Or get prepared against all odds, I'll bet you never would've dared, To make these moves, And take flight like me, To come through for the world prophecy, Space connect to overthrow your interception, Ready or not make it hot there ain't no question, Or get in sync and put your head to the sky, Keep the faith one love from Left Eye
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i used to call you my girl, my friend
i used to call you the love, the love that i never had
when i think of you, i don't know wad to do
when will i see you again?
i miss you like crazy, even more than words can say
i miss you like crazi every minute of everyday
girl im so down when your love's not around,
i miss you, miss you like crazy
you are all that i want, all that i need
cant you see how i feel, cant you see that my pain so real
praying-10:24 PM
this is a blank post cus i dunno how to express wad im feeling rite now. gahh
praying-10:46 PM
self control. yes the most important part. cus its jus to irritating dat u wanna scratch it but u cant. cus it'll jus get so bad that u dunno wad will happen. so yeah
and its the fruit of the spirit. SELF CONTROL pple
and yeah. i guess most of the five day mc is gone now. actually at this time its all gone. and yeah. time to get serious and down to work
things im gonna set and im gonna try to do and hopefully i can. no i must
study.
get the fone away from me
get the laptop away from me
get away the music. sometimes though i need it
so yeah. dun come and tempt me ya. all of ya. shoo shoo. x)
i must be disciplined. i cant afford not to. ca2's oh so screwed. well i noe many pple deproved too luh. but to me this is ugh.
anyways. went fer emd jus now. the band huh. all seriously cannot make it except maybe the two guitarist luh. and one of them is mr seow! hahas. well emd was generally good, esp nick kang and martin hong x)
at first i went up to my seat, den with mattfoo down there. den suddenly i seee this gurl in pink next to my seat. den i realised. its claudia.. hahas. so yeah. we jus sat there and watched and talked. and yeah, u noe luh huh, she's from drama so yeah. proclaiming how tkg drama rawks
and in the end of course there's the cheers. but to be honest i think the band kinda screwed the cheers up. and the vs pple now like no mood to cheer one. notice how the most of the pple who cheered were old boys
anyways it ended and i ran home from vs. woah i tell u running at nite is damn shiok luh.
den come home hungry so wad to do? go eat supper. actually long time no go bedok north alreadi. and the ba chor mee there is damn good. ate two bowls. now i feel like a pig
I, I don't know why I miss you so much
Yeah I, I don't know why I still feel your touch
You, you left me feeling high and dry
With nothing, nothing but the question why
If you call me today
I'll say that I'm fine
But I bet you can tell by the tone of my voice
It's just a lie
You knew what you had
You still walked away leaving me in this mess
My love for you is deep and meaningless
praying-12:55 AM
i've moved.
http://blackwhites.diary-x.com
praying-7:37 PM
Sunday, September 18, 2005-
it it a happy ending? lets wait and see.
i wont let it be sad.
praying-6:19 PM
Sunday, September 11, 2005-
let nothing be a factor.
let fear not hinder anymore.
let me run.
let me run the race.
all the way.
no stopping allowed.
one way.
no turning back.
this is the end.
a train.
powered by GOD.
fueled by CHRIST.
driven by the HOLY SPIRIT.
one purpose.
one motive.
one trip.
all things aside.
move away.
im speeding.
i cant stop.
i don't want to.
if you're gonna try and stop me.
i'll run you down.
i dont want to.
but.. i will.
im sorry.
nothing will stop me.
nothing can.
I'M SETTLED.
I'M GAME.
I'M READY.
praying-6:16 PM
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ok. sleep late wake up earli. go sch. wait at canteen talk talk talk. think i froze leon and yeejek to death x) den we went kranji or rather sungei buloh! and in the end? so vj's more garang eh. yeah we get to do the dirty stuff.. we get the swamp.. the mud. the MUD! whee
ok. den our group decided to go further out. alrite. lets go! and after that, oh no im stuck. let me show u three things in order of wad i felt was bad/fun x)
1. "OH NO IM STUCK!"
2. "oh yeah I GOT OUT! hey wait.. WHERE'S MY SHOE?"
3. "OH NO IM STUCK. someone help me. WAIT. THERE'S SOMETHING IN MY SHOE!"
the first and second happened to ben and the first and third happened to me! i had a small crab in my shoe.
and then we were all muddy and all. thank goodness i was prepared to go throw my shoe away.
den come sunday. the GLADWIN GAMES. the one i had been planning from start of the year
wells here it is. and its over now. it went well. it was a SUCCESS. thank god. i was so afraid dat something somewhere would screw up. but it all went well. prayed fer good weather. god gave us scorching hot sun!
its over and it went real well. thanks everyone and THANK YOU GOD!
and now, while im typing this. its like so black at home here and its raining at gladwin's side alreadi. x)
anyways. gonna sleep. real shacked out. tmr sch. after long long time. x)
praying-4:21 PM
Friday, September 09, 2005-
i admit. i never felt so deeply before. x)
today sure wad fun.. though confined, but still... whee
praying-8:10 PM
Thursday, September 08, 2005-
but its alrite. i've practised hard. i've done my best. i jus haf to go in and play. dats it.
god is with me whom shall i fear!?
and here i go again, talking about the rain, mulling over things, all that won't live past today
and as i dance around the truth, time is not a fren, as i rest in the peace of GOD, i know that YOU love me. amen thank you JESUS!
praying-1:45 PM
Sunday, September 04, 2005-
and then yeah. went to get my supply of contacts, degree increased, but not too much. so yeah.
anyways. was reviving the old matt. i feel i changed. dunno if for good or for bad. maybe its mature! hahs. oh wells.
have fun studying peeps.
Sonic boom and never let you try to stop me, wanna fly sky high up to the top see, No need to fear no doubts and no tears, Millennium sound will motivate the future years, And you've been hit to be scared, Or get prepared against all odds, I'll bet you never would've dared, To make these moves, And take flight like me, To come through for the world prophecy, Space connect to overthrow your interception, Ready or not make it hot there ain't no question, Or get in sync and put your head to the sky, Keep the faith one love from Left Eye
---------------------------------------------
i used to call you my girl, my friend
i used to call you the love, the love that i never had
when i think of you, i don't know wad to do
when will i see you again?
i miss you like crazy, even more than words can say
i miss you like crazi every minute of everyday
girl im so down when your love's not around,
i miss you, miss you like crazy
you are all that i want, all that i need
cant you see how i feel, cant you see that my pain so real
praying-10:24 PM
Saturday, September 03, 2005-
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this is a blank post cus i dunno how to express wad im feeling rite now. gahh
praying-10:46 PM
-
self control. yes the most important part. cus its jus to irritating dat u wanna scratch it but u cant. cus it'll jus get so bad that u dunno wad will happen. so yeah
and its the fruit of the spirit. SELF CONTROL pple
and yeah. i guess most of the five day mc is gone now. actually at this time its all gone. and yeah. time to get serious and down to work
things im gonna set and im gonna try to do and hopefully i can. no i must
study.
get the fone away from me
get the laptop away from me
get away the music. sometimes though i need it
so yeah. dun come and tempt me ya. all of ya. shoo shoo. x)
i must be disciplined. i cant afford not to. ca2's oh so screwed. well i noe many pple deproved too luh. but to me this is ugh.
anyways. went fer emd jus now. the band huh. all seriously cannot make it except maybe the two guitarist luh. and one of them is mr seow! hahas. well emd was generally good, esp nick kang and martin hong x)
at first i went up to my seat, den with mattfoo down there. den suddenly i seee this gurl in pink next to my seat. den i realised. its claudia.. hahas. so yeah. we jus sat there and watched and talked. and yeah, u noe luh huh, she's from drama so yeah. proclaiming how tkg drama rawks
and in the end of course there's the cheers. but to be honest i think the band kinda screwed the cheers up. and the vs pple now like no mood to cheer one. notice how the most of the pple who cheered were old boys
anyways it ended and i ran home from vs. woah i tell u running at nite is damn shiok luh.
den come home hungry so wad to do? go eat supper. actually long time no go bedok north alreadi. and the ba chor mee there is damn good. ate two bowls. now i feel like a pig
I, I don't know why I miss you so much
Yeah I, I don't know why I still feel your touch
You, you left me feeling high and dry
With nothing, nothing but the question why
If you call me today
I'll say that I'm fine
But I bet you can tell by the tone of my voice
It's just a lie
You knew what you had
You still walked away leaving me in this mess
My love for you is deep and meaningless
praying-12:55 AM
volleyball.05v12.
servant of god.
Xtrainers.
Prayer.
Ushering.
blackwhites@walla.com
here i go again